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Well I
I guess it's been awhile
Since I've seen the sunshine
Since I have smiled
And me
Who's so well versed
Is feeling so damn empty
Is at a loss for words
Forgot what it's like to just feel okay
Praying for the day when there is no more rain

And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry

Well I
I hardly feel alive
I'm going through the motions
But I don't feel like trying
The hole in my heart is growing bigger by the day
Wish that I could crawl inside, hide away

And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry

Oh I'm so low
I'm almost to the bottom
Oh nowhere to go
Even my soul has left my body

Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
Oh and I
I don't wanna do anything but cry

And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry
And I
I don't wanna do anything but cry

Alexx Calise, Cry

What else can I say?

I noticed, that I haven't written a new journal since january.
And, like totally, I have absolutely nothing to say

Blah
Blah
Blah.

Yep.

Yes, sometimes I'm a weirdo.

I don't want this thing to be so short, so maybe letting Nabokov say something will be a better idea.

Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta. She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita.

                                                                                                                           Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita

I've fallen in love with this quote. I write it everywhere I can.

Lo.
Lee.
Ta.
<shivers>

"You can do it a sheep if you lead it astray,
or with a chicken, just part of the way
With a lion if you have that much pride
or with an elephant, if you're rather wide.
You can with a grizzly if you give him a hug
or with a bullfrog if you give him a bug
with a giraffe you can stand on a chair,
but the hedgehog can never be buggered at all

The hedgehog can never be buggered at all,
buggered at all, buggered at all!

You can do it with a hen cos an egg'll fit in
or with a worm if you're pointy and thin
With a snake if you're incredibly long
with a gorilla if you're really that strong
with a boa constrictor if he's your main squeeze
with a big German Shepherd if you don't mind the fleas
You can with a snail, if you slow to a crawl
but the Hedgehog can never be buggered at all!

With a cow if you're feeling in udder disgrace
With an alligator if you like toothy grins on your face
With a bat if you're gifted with wings
with a magpie if you like shiny things
With a cheetah if you love rather fast
A donkey if you like a good old kick in the ass...
With an octopus if suction is your game
but the hedgehog can never be buggered at all!"


Have you ever heard this song? I you haven't, just read " Witches Abroad" by Terry Pratchett. You'll love it (a song, and  a book, of course).

Well...
I spent huge part of this day thinking about etymology of word "hedgehog".  Could someone explain it to me? I know what means "hedge" and "hog" but when I think about a hog who has hedge on back or something like this, I just have to laugh

Well, maybe I'm a little bit mad, but I HAVE TO know why hedgehog is called hedgehog!

"No question now, what had happened to the faces of the pigs. The creatures outside looked from pig to man, and from man to pig, and from pig to man again; but already it was impossible to say which was which."

I've just seen "Song for a Raggy boy". At the outset I though that St Judes Reformatory School was just a... you know, school. But I was wrong.
I don't know what should I say about this heartwarming movie, but you just have to watch it.

Just check out its description from YT:

"Warning ! Looking this movie will change your life and can tear your heart to pieces as well as arouse enormous rage feelings!"


Well, my heart is still in one piece and I think my life didn't change (yet), but anyway "Song for a Raggy boy" is absolutely great film (furthermore, it's based on true events).

I feel so sad